Saturday, December 29, 2007

got my new hp

got my new hp few days back.Its n81 the one i wanted for so long...Thxs my precious daddy to get mi tat hp...loves...Xmas eve was rather well spent wif hubby n frens,great time together,lots of laughters...hehe...N few days to a new yr n oso our 1 yr anni.Ytd i got hubby a pressie for the upcoming 1yr anni.A monblanc starwalker perfume,nth new nor special cos hubby been using tat for long time.Though of getting sth diff but im afraid tat he might not get use to it so i rather get sth he familiar wif...~smilez...Gonna go prepare soon n head to mall to get my fren 21st bday pressie...N meeting hubby after tat cos he gonna acc mi there and after tat most prolly meeting hubby's bros for dinner....bye peeps...

Friday, December 28, 2007

Tiger
1914, 1926, 1938, 1950, 1962, 1974, 1986, 1998

Tiger people are sensitive, given to deep thinking, capable of great sympathy. They can be extremely short-tempered, however. Other people have great respect for them, but sometimes tiger people come into conflict with older people or those in authority. sometimes Tiger people cannot make up their minds, which can result in a poor, hasty decision or a sound decision arrived at too late. They are suspicious of others, but they are courageous and powerful. Tigers are most compatible with Horses, Dragons, and Dogs


PIG
1923, 1935, 1947, 1959, 1971, 1983, 1995, 2007

People born in the Year of the Pig are chivalrous and gallant. Whatever they do, they do with all their strength. For Boar Year people, there is no left or right and there is no retreat. They have tremendous fortitude and great honesty. They don't make many friends but they make them for life, and anyone having a Boar Year friend is fortunate for they are extremely loyal. They don't talk much but have a great thirst for knowledge. They study a great deal and are generally well informed. Boar people are quick tempered, yet they hate arguments and quarreling. They are kind to their loved ones. No matter how bad problems seem to be, Boar people try to work them out, honestly if sometimes impulsively. They are most compatible with Rabbits and Sheep.
Aries - March 21 - April 20

Fire Sign: Passionate, enthusiastic, adventurous

Color: Bright primary colours, particularly scarlet and yellow. Red is the color of Mars, ruler of Aries

Stone: Aquamarine

Flowers & Plants: Opuntia cactus (prickly pear), celosia (cockscomb), thorn-bearing shrubs, red roses, tulips, red peppers, amaryllis

Aries is a fire sign and Arians are believed to be passionate and adventurous. Typically, the prickly pear cactus, red roses, tulips, amaryllis and any thorn bearing shrubs are considered to be perfect for Arians.

The person with this horoscope will set many, many different goals, delve into the basics of a lot of things, but can quickly lose interest and move on. People with the aries sun sign in their horoscopes will begin a million projects with the greatest of enthusiasm and intentions, but be warned - he will not complete any!!

Arians are the Dreamers not the Doers. But, if you are ever in trouble, aries is the horoscope sun sign you would want in your corner to come to the rescue. Because this person is aggressive, loves challenges and believes in himself and his abilities to be victorious in any situation, he makes the perfect helpmate to solve short term problems.

Aries must have their freedom to pursue their own interests!! This they will do diligently until the novelty wears off.

Aries Compatibility: Aries Horoscopes are most compatible with Leo and Saggitarius.



Taurus - April 21 - May 20

Earth Sign: Home-loving, conventional, gourmand

Color: Pale Pink, Blue Cream, madonna blue, spring green. Blue is the color of Venus, ruler of Taurus.

Stone: Diamond

Flowers & Plants: sweet william (Dianthus barbatus), scented stock, fruit-bearing trees, lavender, lilac, aster, lily of the valley, sweet pea

Taurus is an earth sign and Taurians are usually traditional people who particularly love their homes. Traditional flowers to give to Taurians include lavender, lilac, lily of the valley and fruit bearing trees.

Being "the bull", Taurus is very stubborn and tenacious and does not give in or give up on anything very easily. With this personality trait, Taurus can often be stuck in a rut, unable to see another's point of view or change his own way of thinking or doing -- at all. On the other hand, they are tenacious enough to see a difficult project through to the end.

Tauruses are patient as well as possessive. The Taurus horoscope forms deep home and love attachments. It would be wise not to challenge or anger Taurus.

Taurus Compatibility: Taurus is most compatible with Virgo and Capricorn



Gemini - May 21 - June 21

Air Sign: Talkative, lively, intellectual

Color: Yellow, saffron yellow, plus black and white contrasts. The color of Mercury, ruler of Gemini, is white

Stone: Emerald

Flowers & Plants: Solanum (Winter cherries), ranunculus, maidenhair fern (Addiantum), solidago (goldenrod), acacia (mimosa, wattle), daffodil, nut-bearing trees, cactus

Talkative Geminians are of an air sign and traditional flowers include acacia, daffodils, cactus and nut bearing trees. A bouquet of pink lilies and lilacs would make the perfect birthday gift for anyone born under the sign of Gemini.

Those of this horoscope are full of ideas, has great insight, but is restless and loves to be off and moving. They love travel and meeting new people and new situations.

The Gemini personality is always on the move. They are restless, easily bored and often lack patience with the mundane things in life. Gemini are very changeable, so never think what is true today will be true tomorrow. They are also charming and can be depended on for witty conversation and unusual input, but if you need physical work over the long haul, Gemini is not the one for you. Do not ever expect depth in this horoscope.

Gemini Compatibility: Gemini Horoscope most compatible with Libra and Aquarius



Cancer - June 22 - July 22

Water Sign: Secretive, protective, caring

Colours: Silver, Metallic blue, cerulean blue and sea-green. Silver and Smokey grey are the colours of the moon, ruler of Cancer

Stone: Pearl

Flowers & Plants: cornflower (Centaurea cyanus), Ammi (Queen Anne's lace), delphinium, ferns, plumbago, passionflower, hydrangea, iris

Cancerians are secretive and protective. As a water sign, typical flowers can include cornflowers, delphinium, ferns, hydrangea, iris and the passionflower. Any bouquet made up of these would be a fitting gift for a Cancerian.

Cancers are intuitive and sensitive. Rather than facing trouble or problems head on, the cancer personality would rather skirt an issue altogether or approach it from an angle. Remember the Crab?

Persons with this horoscope may appear self possessed and very much in control. In reality, they are shy and lack confidence in themselves. Cancerians are loving, devoted and protective of the ones they love. So much so, in fact, that these qualities may appear (and sometimes are) to be smothering.

Cancer Compatibility: Cancers are most compatible with Scorpio and Pisces



Leo - July 23 - August 22

Fire Sign: Extrovert, faithful, larger than life

Colours: Golden yellow, orange

Stone: Ruby

Flowers & Plants: safflower (Carthamus), croton, Joseph's coat (Codiaeum), marigold, gerbera, crocosmia, dahlia, clivia, sunflower

Leo is a fire sign and those born under the sign of Leo are considered to be brave, faithful and extrovert. Marigold, gerbera, dahlia and sunflowers are among the more traditional flowers and plants to give.

Leos are big hearted, reliable and possess loads of energy. But they are know it alls, full of florish and drama - which can be embarrassing at times. The leo personality does not take well to criticism of any kind being that they are so self-assured.

This is a person who needs to be the in complete control. In order to get along with someone in this horoscope, you will have to concede control to him.

Leo Compatibility: Sagittarius and Aries



Virgo - August 23 - September 22

Earth Sign: Practical, modest, perfectionist

Colours: Navy, chocolate, Light blue and pure white, and pastel colours in neat patterns. White is the color of Mercury, ruler of Virgo

Stone: Peridot

Flowers & Plants: monkshood (Aconitum), hypericum (St John's wort), chrysanthemum, eucalyptus, veronica, violet, ivy, thistle

The earth sign Virgo usually produces people who are practical but modest. As such, the ideal floral gift would include monkshood, chrysanthemum, eucalyptus, ivy or thistles.

Virgo is a good conversationalist with people they know. They enjoy being with old friends and in familiar situations.

To his detriment, Virgo is extremely critical and very frank in this criticism. Although it is not done in a malicious way, it can nevertheless be very hurtful.

If you can balance the perfectionism, dullness, and tidiness side of the Virgo personality with their generosity and willingness to please, those in this horoscope can be pleasing companions.

Virgo Compatibility: Capricorn and Taurus



Libra - September 23 - October 22

Air Sign: Elegant, diplomatic, romantic

Colours: Pale greens, All shades of green, pretty pink sand, all pastel shades. Clear blue is the color of Venus, ruler of Libra.

Stone: Sapphire

Flowers & Plants: chincherinchee (Ornithogalum), Moluccella (bells of Ireland), Cymbidium orchid, gardenia, tea roses, tuberose, freesia, gladiolus

Libra is one of the air signs. Librans are believed to be diplomatic and elegant; flowers ideal for Librans include tea roses, gladioli and freesia. A more unusual floral gift would be the Cymbidium orchid.

Libra, the most easy going sign of the zodiac, seeks admiration from others. Those in this horoscope are generally conservative. They want to get along with others and will not try to dominate. In disagreements, this person will probably use gentle persuasion to make his point of view understood.

Those with this sun sign need harmony in their environment as well as in relationships. They tend to show genuine interest in other people and have the gift of making others feel important.

The Libra person appreciates the give and take in relationships. They have a need for fairness and agreement at all times which can make them indecisive. This trait can show up in their need to see many points of view from all angles. Those in this horoscope cannot easily make up their minds and stick with it.

Libra Compatibility: Aquarius and Gemini



Scorpio - October 23 - November 22

Water Sign: Sensual, determined, dangerous

Colours: Maroon, Blood Red, Dark red, brown and black. These are colours associated with Pluto, ruler of Scorpio.

Stone: Opal

Flowers & Plants: venus fly trap (Dionaea), Alpinia (pink ginger), Amaranthus (love lies bleeding), red hot poker (Kniphofia), hibiscus, peony, cactus, anthurium

A Scorpio is dangerous and determined. As a water sign, though, Scorpio does have the benefit of the amaranthus, hibiscus, red-hot poker, cactus and the Venus flytrap. There are plenty of gift ideas in these ranging from the unusual gift of a Venus flytrap to the slightly more traditional hibiscus and red-hot poker.

The most powerful of the zodiac signs, Scorpios are known for being shrewd, analytical and scheming. This person will do practically anything to achieve a desired end, no matter how unscrupulous it might be. They love power and are intolerant and unforgiving.

On the positive side, those with this horoscope are patient, dependable, goal oriented and have an extraordinary devotion to those they love.

Scorpio's intensity can be overwhelming and demanding. Their negative characteristics show them to be revengeful and manipulative. This sun sign is not diplomatic. They get right to the point, and stand by their own methods - come what may.

To get along with someone with this horoscope sign's demanding and domineering personality, be prepared and look closely before engaging intimately with scorpio.

Scorpio Compatible: Pisces and Cancer



Sagittarius - November 22 - December 21

Fire Sign: Straightforward, optimistic, playful

Colours: Warm brown autumnal tints, Royal Blue, Deep Purple and brilliant blue. Dark blue is the color of Jupiter, ruler of Sagittarius

Stone: Topaz

Flowers & Plants: Eremurus (foxtail lily), eustoma (lisianthus), Liatris (blazing star), carnation, crocus, muscari, berried plants, allium

Sagittarius is a fire sign and Sagittarians usually are optimistic but playful. Traditionally, the crocus, carnation, alliums and any plants with berries are considered apt for Sagittarians.

Those with this sun sign in their horoscope are warm, open and spontaneous. They have a sense of humor and wit. They are optimistic. Sagittarius like people and people like them, though they are not apt to form deep attachments.

If you are looking for someone who is outgoing, sociable - someone to talk to and share with, Sagittarians are the perfect sun sign for you. But, if you are seeking depth and closeness, look further than those with this horoscope or you will be sadly disappointed.

Sagittarius Compatibility: Sagittarius Horoscopes are most compatible with Aries and Leo



Capricorn - December 22 - January 19

Earth Sign: Hard-working, ambitious, respectable

Colours: Deep green, brown and dark grey. Cool green is the color of Saturn, ruler of Capricorn

Stone: Turquoise

Flowers & Plants: statice, holly, African violet, ivy, philodendron, kentia palm, snowdrop, jasmine

Capricorn is an earth sign and those under Capricorn show properties of being hard working and subsequently ambitious. Flowers associated with Capricorn include holly, ivy, snowdrop, violets and jasmine.

Capricorn has a difficult time relaxing and enjoying life. Not being particularly warm themselves, they tend to underestimate the importance if feelings in others. They are fair but not generous. At times, the capricorn personality displays a sense of humor. They can laugh at themselves but would be terribly upset is laughed at by others.

If you are looking for a person with unusual ideas and bubbly personality, you will have to look further than someone with a Capricorn horoscope.

Capricorn Compatibility: Capricorn is most compatible with Taurus and Virgo



Aquarius - January 20 - February 18

Air Sign: Forward-looking, unconventional, independent

Color: Turquoise, Electric blue, shocking pink, fluorescent hues. All the bright colours of the rainbow are the colours of Uranus, ruler of Aquarius

Stone: Garnet

Flowers & Plants: Eryngium (sea holly), arum lily (Zantedeschia), bird of paradise (Strelitzia), pitcher plant (Sarracenia), banksia, protea, yucca, aloe

Aquarius is a water sign and because Aquarians typically show signs of being independent and unconventional, the flowers most closely associated with them are the arum lily, protea, aloe and yucca.

Although Aquarius outwardly appears detached, they are the humanitarians of the zodiac. They have a strong faith in ideals and will challenge the status quo. As a business person, those with this horoscope's insights usually prove beneficial to any system. They are great at mediating differences and alleviating frictions. Aquarians have the ability to look at all angles before acting.

Aquarius are stubborn and once they make up their minds, they will rarely change. They are friendly, get along well with others though in an impersonal, stand-offish way. This sun sign would choose to talk over a problem to reach an amicable solution rather than rant or display anger.

In dealing with this horoscope sun sign, your independence will be respected. They in turn expect the same consideration.

Aquarius Compatibility: Aquarius is most compatible with Gemini and Libra



Pisces - February 19 - March 20

Water Sign: Intuitive, humorous, compassionate

Colours: White, Silvery, Green, Violet and blue grey. Violet is the color of Neptune, ruler of Pisces

Stone: Amethyst

Flowers & Plants: madonna lily (Lilium candidum), Euphorbia marginata, Cyperus (papyrus), stephanotis, jasmine, lilac, narcissus, gypsophila

Finally the Piscean is a funny and compassionate person born under the water sign. Flowers typically associated with Pisceans include jasmine, lilac, gypsophila, and papyrus.

Hopefully these should give an excellent idea the next time you come to buy a floral gift for a loved one. The gift doesn’t necessarily have to be a bouquet of flowers and can range from a Venus flytrap to a cactus as well as everything in between and around.

People with this horoscope are tolerant to a fault and prone to forgive failures of others.

Pisces are able to adapt to change easily. They make excellent friends. In relationships, they are loyal and generous. They ten toward melancholy.

Pisceans envy the good life and would easily be enthralled with the glamour of a situation, causing a loss of reality. This person is self-indulgent, easily swayed by physical comforts and beautiful, harmonious surroundings.

Pisces Compatibility: Pisces is most compatible with Cancer and Scorpio
No. of Stalk Message

1 You're the only one for me
2 So right together
3 I love you
6 I want to be yours
8 Simply irresistable
9 Forever in love
10 You're perfect
11 For magic moments shared
12 I adore you
16 Sweet memories
18 You have a special allure; Simply alluring
20 You and I are perfect together
21 My special love
24 I cherish our love together
36 Light my fire; You light up my life
48 True love
50 Golden memories
99 Be mine and make me complete
100 Totally in love with you
101 You enchant me
999 An eternal promise
Red roses symbolize romance, beauty, respect, courage, passionate love and unity and are the most popular of all roses. Red roses also stand for the creative spirit of love, the true love stronger than thorns. True red is the Lover's rose. Amaranth red means long-standing desire, Cardinal red means sublime desire. Carmine means false desire (not true desire). Fiery red means flames of passion. Red rosebuds are meant to reflect the beauty of a young lover and mean "pure and lovely". Red roses in full bloom say, "I love you still."

Red & White roses together signify unity or togetherness. They are given when facing a challenging life event or to celebrate a strengthening relationship.

Red and yellow blended means gaiety and loyalty, jovial and happy feelings.

Burgundy roses mean unconscious beauty.

Lilac represents the first emotions of love.

Purple roses stand for enhancement, magnification, opulence, majesty and glory and means I will always love you.

Lavender roses symbolize caution and the need to proceed slowly and carefully. Lavender roses also indicate a need for discretion but it also becoming widely accpeted as representing love at first sight and enhancement.

Blue roses stand for fantasies, hoping for miracles, new opportunities and possibilities.

Orange roses indicate enthusiasm, desire and fascination. The orange rose says, "I am proud of you!"

Coral roses signify desire.

Peach roses signify desire, anticipation, sincere appreciation and optimism for the future. Pale peach roses are a symbol of modesty.

Pink roses stand for elegance, gracefulness, refinement, gentility, style and poetic romance but are combined with fun and lightheartedness. It is the rose of sweet thoughts and thank you. Pink roses also signify gratitude, sympathy and appreciation. Dark pink stands for thank you, appreciation and gratitude. Light pink roses convey admiration, sympathy, gentleness, grace, gladness, joy, friendship and sweetness. The combination of red roses and pink roses stands for strong romance and passion. Dark Pink roses are symbolic of thankfulness while pale pink roses are a symbol of joy and grace.

White roses represent unity, loyalty, reverence, humility, love stronger than death, sincerity, purity, silence and innocence as well as youthfulness. Sometimes called the "flower of light," the white rose also means spiritual love and anticipation of happiness. White roses can also be used to highlight the message of the other rose colors. White (Bridal) roses symbolize a happy love. White rosebuds can also signify girlhood or "too young to love."

Yellow roses signify strong feelings of pure joy, gladness, happiness and friendship, but were once used to convey jealousy. Friendship is the main meaning of the yellow rose but it also signifies familiar love and domestci happiness. Yellow roses also symbolize fun and freedom. Today, the yellow rose is used to embrace a new beginning, apologize or express sympathy, and to say, "remember me" , "I am sorry', or "I care." Yellow roses are appropriate for marking the beginning of a new life together or for starting all over again. A Yellow rose with red tip indicates friendship falling in love.

Pastel or pale blends represent sociability and friendship.

And the meaning of roses in mixed colors - 'you're everything to me'. A mixed-color bouquet carries all of the meanings of each individual rose.

Rosebuds symbolize beauty, youth and a heart innocent of love or: "You are young and beautiful."

Hybrid tea roses say "I'll remember you always".

A single rose stands for simplicity and means you are the only one. In full bloom, it means "I love you" or "I love you still." It can also symbolize love at first sight.

Two roses taped or wired together to form a single stem represent a commitment, an engagement or coming marriage. They represent the mutual feeling that the bond between the two of you is inseparable and nothing can come between you.

Six roses means I miss you. Seven roses signifies infatuation.

A dozen roses means "I love you" and denotes gratitude for your presence.

Eighteen roses means "I am sorry."

Twenty-five roses mean congratulations.

Fifty roses means unconditional love.

Ninety nine roses means be mine and you complete me.

A full rose placed over two buds signifies secrecy and a crown made of roses stands for reward or virtue.

So there you have the meanings of the color of roses! The next time you give or receive roses, you will know what their colors mean. Perhaps you will find out something someone may have been trying to tell you all along or you may tell someone something without saying a word and all because Color Talks!

Sunday, December 23, 2007

new hp

i need a new fone now cos my hp is dying on mi le...I push the slide up the screen turn totally white den when i push the slide down its oso the same...There are lines flickering,color of the image in fone is fading too...OMG...Den im temporary using LG SHINE which is to mi a headache cos i dunno realli noe how to use it....NOw im waiting for dad to get mi my N81...haha...

Friday, December 21, 2007

currently at hubby's hse n he's slping away left mi alone here blogging....as usual had a tiff...haiz....as usual tears rolled down....went to doc b4 coming over to his place due the allergy of the war wax i use in sch on myself n its showing reaction and my hands look like lobster but lucky the redness are almost gone n now left wif the red bumps...doc say it will leave scare if i scratch it but hw can i not scratch its so itchy leh...anyway i can onli bear wif it cos i ai swee lah...anyway i apply the allergy cram on it hope the bumps get away asap...NO SEAFOOD at the moment now...grrr....Haiz when i think of my problem wif hubby i always teared can say so i love him too much but wat i dun like is toleratiung...Yes i can tolerate now but the problem is how long can i tolerate all this shits....His attitude towards mi is worse den b4...I noe he is tiring but im too...He used to give in to mi n now he no longer do tat or shall i say is seldom le bah,think im the one who always give in now...I feel so sad,Im so scare tat i might realli let go of him but i hope i wont bah..The feelings of letting someone who u love n meant alot to u is terrible is like u mighrt as well kill urself....But i hope i can overcome this...im so sad lah.... no one will ever noe how i feel....sad....

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

counting down to xmas eve, xmas, new yr eve n oso our day 1 jan 08 which is oso new yr....I wanted to hv my giant carebear but its no long available but happy to say tat i found it on the aution section in yahoo n hu wanna get it for mi on xmas???

the carebear i wanted

Im missing my laogong...haiz...sian -.-
wonder how much he love mi...things seems to b changing every now n den including ppl ard mi...life is so complicated n it fills wif up n downs,happiness n sadness...y cant life b simple....haiz

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

flowers n its meaning...

search sth online due to boredness n i found flowers again...btw i done wif the lychee jelly i promise to make for laogong....hehe



99 stalks of Pink Rose.("I will love you all the days of my life")


12 stalks of Yellow Rose with Baby Breath ( nice color)

No. of stalk of roses Meaning
A single bloom of red rose - love at first sight or "I still love you"
A single rose in any colour - indicates simplicity and gratitude
2 roses - mutual feelings
3 roses - I love you
7 roses - I'm infatuated with you"
9 roses - We'll be together forever"
10 roses - You are perfect"
11 roses - You are My Treasured One"
12 roses - Be mine!"
13 roses - Friends forever"
15 roses - I'm truly sorry"
20 roses - I'm truly sincere towards you"
21 roses - I'm dedicated to you"
24 roses - Forever yours"
25 roses - Congratulations
36 roses - Remembering our romantic times"
40 roses - My genuine love for you"
50 roses - Unconditional love
99 roses - I will love you all the days of my life"
101 roses - I'm completely devoted to you"
108 roses - Will you marry me?"
999 roses - I love you till the end of time"


Meaning of diff flowers

A :
Acacia - Concealed Love; Beauty in Retirement; Chaste Love
Ambrosia - Your Love is Reciprocated
Amaryllis - Pride; Pastoral Poetry
Amaryllis/Hippeastrum - I am proud of you; pride
Anemone - Forsaken
Anemone/Mona Lisa - I don't want to lose you
Anthurium, Red - You work to get where you are
Anthurium, White - Think of me
Arbutus - Thee Only Do I Love
Aster - Symbol of Love, Daintiness
Aster China - Variety is the spice of life
Azalea - Take Care of Yourself for Me; Temperance; Fragile Passion; Chinese Symbol of Womanhood


B :
Bachelor Button - Single Blessedness
Begonia - Beware
Bells Of Ireland - Good Luck
Bellflower/Campanula - Gratitude
Bird of Paradise Flower - Freedom, Good perspective
Bittersweet - Truth
Butterfly Orchid - You are always on my mind
Bluebell - Humility


C :
Cactus Endurance
Camellia,Pink - Longing for you
Camellia,Red - You're a Flame in My Heart
Camellia,White - You're Adorable
Carnation,General - Fascination; Woman Love
Carnation,Pink - I'll Never Forget You; Motherly love
Carnation,Red - My Heart Aches For You; Admiration;I hold you in high esteem;respect
Carnation,Purple - Capriciousness
Carnation,Solid Color - Yes
Carnation,Striped - No; Refusal; Sorry I Can't Be With You; Wish I Could Be With You
Carnation,White - Sweet and Lovely; Innocence; Pure Love; Woman's Good Luck Gift
Carnation,Yellow - You Have Disappointed Me; Rejection; Enjoy the moment
Cattail - Peace; Prosperity
Celosia - Fortune
Chrysanthemum,General - You're a Wonderful Friend; Cheerfulness and Rest
Chrysanthemum,White - Truth
Chrysanthemum,Yellow - Slighted Love
Crocus - Cheerfulness
Cyclamen - Don't lose faith in me
Cypress - Mourning
Cyclamen - Resignation and Good-bye


D :
Daffodil - Regard; Unrequited Love; You're the Only One; The Sun is Always Shining when I'm with You
Daffodil Narcissus - You are an angel
Dahlia - Fickleness
Daisy - Innocence; Loyal Love; I'll Never Tell; Purity
Daisy,Garden - I share your sentiment
Daisy,Red - Joy
Daisy,White - Innocence; truth
Daisy,Yellow - I will try hard to earn your love
Dandelion - Faithfulness; Happiness


F :
FERN - Magic; Fascination; Confidence and Shelter
FIR - Time
FLAX - Domestic Symbol
Flowering Cabbage - Prosperity
Foget-Me-Not - True Love; Memories
Forsythia - Anticipation
Forget Me Not - True love


G :
Gardenia - You're Lovely; Secret Love
Geranium - Stupidity; Folly
Gerbera - You are the sunshine of my life
Ginger,Pink - Diversity
Ginger,Red - Unlimited Wealth
Gladioli - Give Me a Break; I'm Really Sincere; Flower of the Gladiators
Gladiolus/Sword Lily - Strength of Character
Gloxinia - Love at First Sight


H :
Heather,Lavender - Admiration; Solitude
Heather,White - Protection; Wishes Will Come True
Helenium - I miss you very much
Heliconia - Great returns
Holly - Defense; Domestic Happiness
Hyacinth,General - Games and Sports;Rashness;Flower Dedicated to Apollo
Hyacinth,Blue - Constancy; Predictability; reliable
Hyacinth,Purple - I am Sorry; Please Forgive Me; Sorrow
Hyacinth,Red Or Pink - Play
Hyacinth,White - Loveliness; I'll Pray for You; Subtle and graceful
Hyacinth,Yellow - Jealousy
Hyacinthus,Pink - Active; energetic
Hydrangea - Thank You for Understanding; Frigidity; Heartlessness; Arrogance; aloofness


I :
Iris - Fleur-de-lis;Emblem of France;Your Friendship Means so Much to Me;Faith;Hope;Wisdom and Valor;My Compliments; Passion
Ivy - Wedded Love;Fidelity;Friendship;Affection;Friendship;fidelity;marriage


J :
Jasmine - Amiability
Jonquil - Love Me;Affection Returned;Desire;Sympathy;Desire for Affection Returned


L :
Larkspur,White - Joyful; happy-go-lucky
Larkspur,Pink - Fickleness
Larkspur,Purple - Sweet disposition
Lilac - Field Humility
Lilac,Purple - You are my first love
Lilac,White - You are so pure and innocent
Lily of the Valley - Return of happiness
Lily,Calla - Your voice is music to my ears
Lily,Casablanca - I am in heaven when I'm with you
Lily,Pink - Romantic
Lily,Stargazer - I see heaven in your eyes
Lily,Yellow - Live for the moment; nothing is forever;I'm Walking on Air;False and Gay
Lily,White - Virginity;Purity;Majesty;It's Heavenly to be with You;My love is pure and innocent
Lily,Calla - Beauty
Lily,Day - Coquetry; Chinese Emblem for Mother
Lily,Eucharis - Maiden Charms
Lily,Tiger - Wealth; Pride
Lily Of The Valley - Sweetness;Tears of the Virgin Mary;Return to Happiness;Humility;You've Made My Life Complete


M :
Magnolia
Nobility
Marigold - Cruelty; Grief; Jealousy
Mistletoe - Kiss me;Affection;To Surmount Difficulties;Sacred Plant of India
Monkshood - Beware; A Deadly Foe is Near
Moss - Maternal Love; Charity
Myrtle - Love; Hebrew Emblem of Marriage


N :
Narcissus - Egotism; Formality; Stay as Sweet as You Are
Nasturtium - Conquest; Victory in Battle


O :
Oleander - Caution
Orange Blossom - Innocence; Eternal Love; Marriage and Fruitfulness
Orange Mock - Deceit
Orchid - Love;Beauty;Refinement;Beautiful Lady;Chinese Symbol for Many Children
Orchid, Cattleya - Mature Charm


P :
Paeonia - Bashful
Palm leaves - Victory and Success
Peony - Shame; Happy Life; Happy Marriage
Petunia - Resentment; Anger; Your Presence Sooths Me
Phlox - A good partnership; harmony
Pine - Hope; Pity
Poppy,Oriental - Silence is golden
Poppy,Red - Consolation; Pleasure
Poppy,Scarlet - Extravagance
Poppy,White - Tranquility; Consolation
Poppy,General - Eternal Sleep; Oblivion; Imagination
Poppy,Yellow - Wealth; Success
Primrose - I Can't Live Without You
Primrose,Evening - Inconstancy


R :
Ranunculus - You are very attractive
Rose,Black - You are my obsession
Rose,Champagne - You are tender & loving
Rose,Leonidas - Sweet love
Rose,Nicole - You are graceful & elegant; aristocratic
Rose,Orange - You are my secret love
Rose,Pink - Brilliant Complexion;the glow of your smile;Perfect Happiness;Please Believe Me
Rose,Red - Passionate love; Love; I Love You
Rose,Single Stems -Simplicity
Rose,White - I am worthy of you;spiritual love;Innocence and Purity;I am Worthy of You;You're Heavenly;secrecy and Silence
Rose,White & Red - We are not separable; unity
Rose,White & Red Mixed - Unity; Flower Emblem of England
Rose,White-Dried - I am not worthy of your love; Decrease of Love;
Rose,Yellow - Jealousy; Try to Care
Rose,Bridal - Happy Love
Rose,Dark Crimson - Mourning
Rose,Hibiscus - Delicate Beauty
Rose,Leaf - You May Hope
Rose,Tea - I'll Remember Always
Rose,Thornless - Love at First Sight
Roses,Bouquet of Mature Blooms - Gratitude
Roses,Single Full Bloom - I Love You; I Still Love You
Rosebud - Beauty and Youth; A Heart Innocent of Love
Rosebud,Red - Pure and Lovely
Rosebud,White Girlhood
Rosebud,Moss Confessions of Love


S :
Scabiosa - Admiration
Scilla - Forgive & forget
Snapdragon - Please don't misunderstand
Snowball/Viburnum - Commitment
Spider Flower - Elope with Me
Stock - Lasting beauty
Sunflower - Adoration
Sweet Pea - Delicate pleasures
Smilax - Loveliness
Snapdragon - Deception; Gracious Lady
Stephanotis - Happiness in Marriage; Desire to Travel
Stock - Bonds of Affection;Promptness;You'll Always Be Beautiful to Me
Sweetpea - Good-bye;Departure;Blissful Pleasure;Thank You for a Lovely Time


T :
Tulip,Cream - I will love you forever
Tulip,Red - Declaration of love; Believe Me; Declaration of Love
Tulip,Yellow - I am hopelessly in love; There's Sunshine in Your Smile
Tulip,General - Perfect Lover; Frame; Flower Emblem of Holland
Tulip,Variegated - Beautiful Eyes


V :
Veronica - Fidelity
Violet - Modesty
Violet,Blue - Watchfulness; Faithfulness; I'll Always Be True
Violet,White - Let's Take a Chance


W :
Waratah - Prosperity
Willow - Bravery & humanity Zinnia Thoughts of absent friends


Z :
Zinnia,Magenta - Lasting Affection
Zinnia,Mixed - Thinking (or In Memory) of an Absent Friend
Zinnia,Scarlet - Constancy
Zinnia,White - Goodness
Zinnia,Yellow - Daily Remembrance

Monday, December 10, 2007

got my hair perm today n fucking hell i look so weird can...I still think i look better in straight hair lah....Think the most give mi 6mths i sure rebond back...so now shall wait for curls to loosen n see how it goes...teacher din came to sch today so this is y i change my appt wif my hair stylist from wed to today...sad

Friday, December 07, 2007

End sch today at 1pm,headed back my own hse 1st b4 heading to laogong place.Reached his hse ard 3pm den cook myself maggie b4 i leave hse at 3.45 to the dental clinic.2 of my wisdom tooth were extracted today,not much pain afterall n best still is a after the extraction im still able to eat but mostly on soft food....Dad came to make my payment n drove mi back to laogong place n straight i ko on the bed for hrs...this show hw tired i am rite....hehe

Thursday, December 06, 2007

In life, we meet someone whom we really love but only 2 find out tat tis love was never meant to be ours... What we get in the end is hurt & our heart broken into a million pieces & there's no way to put it back together again... As a result, we become a totally different person as we only want to protect ourselves from any form of hurt... In the process, we hurt others w/o realising it... But the 1 who is being hurt most is we ourselves...

Likewise, in life we often meet people who loves us but we juz can't love them the same way, we try our best not to hurt them but end up inflicting more hurt... Y is it tat we can never meet someone who appreciates us juz as much as we appreciate them...

Wat causes a person to change??? Is it circumstances or the environment or is it they themselves who chose to change???

Why is it tat when things happen, people often say tat they know not what they were doing & did not expect things to turn out tat way & tat they dunno what to do... It's all bull shit... It's only whether they reali 1 2 take up the responsibility & bear the consequences which follows...

Friends, if u r not willing to be responsible for your actions or bear the consequences tat follows, please think twice before u make any decision... U might only end up breaking smeone's heart...

In tis world, nobody is indispensable of anybody... Time will never stop neither will the world stop moving just becoz of me... 1 day when i disappear, nobody will realise or even bother...

Live life with memories not with regrets... Don't wait till things happen & start saying all the "I should haves..."

Treasure the one who loves you! It's not easy to find a person who loves you. It's always more valuable to have a sincere heart.

The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take. If you think something will make you happy, GO FOR IT.
Remember that we pass this way only once...
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her.
She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her
boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see
everything, including her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you
marryme?"

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and
refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying.
"Just take care of my eyes dear."



This is how human brain changes when the status changed.

Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in
the most painful situations.


Life Is A Gift
Today before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone who can't
speak.
Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too early
to heaven.
And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember
that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face
and thank God you're alive and still around.

Life is a gift, Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, And fulfill it.
Scorpio can be mean extremely sexy intelligent ene...
Scorpio
can be mean
extremely sexy
intelligent
energetic
most erotic
(great kisser)
(freak in bed)
always get what they wanted
sexy
attractive
easy-going
love being in long r/s
talkative
the sexiest ever
romantic
caring

Libra
very pretty
very romantic
nice to everyone they meet
their love is one of a kind
silly,fun and sweet
have own unique sexiness
most caring person you will ever meet
amazing in bed
not the kind of person...with...u might end up crying....
the most irresistible

Aries
outgoing
lovable
spontanious
not one to...with...u might end up in a wheelchair
erotic
funny
take you on trips to the moon in bed
excellent kisser
extremely sexy
love being in long relationships
addictive
loud
best in bed

Aquarius
trustworthy
sexy
great kisser
one of a kind
loves being in long-term relationships
extremely energetic
unpredictable
from the future
will exceed your expectations
not a fighter,but will knock your lights out
amazing in bed,the best lovers better than everyone

Gemini
nice
love is one of a kind
great listeners
very good in bed
lover not a fighter,but will still punch your lightsout
trustworthy
always happy
loud
talkative
outgoing
very forgiving
loves to make out
has a beautiful smile
generous
strong

Leo
great talker
sexy & passionate
laid back
know hw to hv fun
is really good at
great kisser
unpredictable
outgoing
down to earth
addictive
attractive
loud
loves being in long relationship
talkative
not one to mess with
rare to find
gd when found

Cancer
most amazing kisser
veri high sex appeal
great in bed
love is one of a kind
veri romantic
most caring person you will ever meet
entirely creative
random and proud of it
great telling stories
great fighter and will knock your lights out

Pisces
caring and kind
smart
center of attention
too sexy
veri high sex appeal
has the last word
the best to find,hardest to keep
fun to be ard
freak in the sheets
extremely weird but in a gd way
super gd in bed
gd sense of humor
thoughtful
a partner for life

Capricorn
nice,sassy
intelligent
sexy
predict future
irrestible,awesome kisser
love being in long relationships
great talker
always get wat he or she wants
by far the best in bed
very sexy
coolest
loves to own Gemini's in sports
veri funny
loves to joke
love to be your first,so u will nv forget

Taurus
aggressive
freak in bed
rare to find
love being in long r/s
like to give in a gd fight for wat they want
extremely outgoing
sexy as
veri popular
outstanding kisser
veri funny
awesome personality
sexual as
most caring person u will ever meet
one of a kind
not one to be with
are the most sexiest people on earth

Virgo
dominant in r/s
sexy
someone loves them right now
freak in bed
always wants the last word
caring
smart
addictive
attractive
loud
loyal
easy to talk to
hard to forget

Sagittarius
spontaneous
freak in bed
high sex appeal
rare to find
great when found
Loves being in long r/s
the one
so much love to give
not one to mess wit
veri pretty
veri romantic
nice to everyone they meet
their love is one of a kind
silly,fun & sweet

Im a LEO....
Don't date because you are desperate.
Don't marry because you are miserable.
Don't have kids because you think your genes are superior.
Don't philander because you think you are irresistible.

Don't associate with people you can't trust.
Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend.
Don't dictate because you are smarter.
Don't demand because you are stronger.

Don't sleep around because you think you are old enough & know better.
Don't hurt your kids because loving them is harder.
Don't sell yourself, your family, or your ideals.
Don't stagnate!

Don't regress.
Don't live in the past. Time can't bring anything or anyone back.
Don't put your life on hold for possibly Mr. Right.
Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr. Wrong because your biological clock is ticking.

Learn a new skill.
Find a new friend.
Start a new career.
Sometimes, there is no race to be won, only a price to be paid for some of life's more hasty decisions.

To terminate your loneliness, reach out to the homeless.
To feed your nurturing instincts, care for the needy.
To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy.
Don't bring another life into this world for all the wrong reasons.

To make yourself happy, pursue your passions & be the best of what you can be.
Simplify your life. Take away the clutter.
Get rid of destructive elements: abusive friends, nasty habits, and dangerous liaisons.
Don't abandon your responsibilities but don't overdose on duty.

Don't live life recklessly without thought and feeling for your family.
Be true to yourself.
Don't commit when you are not ready.
Don't keep others waiting needlessly.

Go on that trip. Don't postpone it.
Say those words. Don't let the moment pass.
Do what you have to, even at society's scorn.

Write poetry.
Love Deeply.
Walk barefoot.
Dance with wild abandon.
Cry at the movies.

Take care of yourself. Don't wait for someone to take care of you.
You light up your life.
You drive yourself to your destination.
No one completes you - except YOU.

It isn't true that life does not get easier with age.
It only gets more challenging.
Don't be afraid. Don't lose your capacity to love.
Pursue your passions.

Live your dreams.
Don't lose faith in God.
Don't grow old. Just grow YOU!

When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you'll never get back.

Your time is your life. That is why the greatest gift you can give to someone is your time.

Relationships take time and effort, and the best way to spell love is T-I-M-E
because the essence of love is not what we think or do or provide for others,
but how much we give of ourselves.


Our daily bread . . . . "A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in setting silver" Proverbs 25.11

food for thought:

"The way we choose to walk often determines where we will end up !!"

** All bread are meant to be shared. God blesses us so we can be a blessing to others.
EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated his call, wanted his touch and liked his idiosyncrasies.

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love.

People in love sometimes say, "I was swept off my feet." Think about the imagery of that expression. It implies that you were just standing there, doing nothing. Then something came along and happened to you.

Falling is love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens) and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages break down. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extra-marital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, church, a hobby, friendship, excessive TV or abusive substances. But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies within it. I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could. And TEMPORARILY, you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

The Key To Succeeding In Marriage Is Not Finding The Right Person; It's Learning To Love The Person You Found .

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression "the labour of love" because it takes time, effort and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable... you can "make" love.

Love in marriage is indeed a "decision "... Not just a feeling.



~ Love is never silent, it has so much to say & it is our greatest blessing when we give it away.

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

din went to sch today cos i was feeling well n oso din get enuff slp cos i reach home 5am in the morning...went to the doc ard 11+ to get my mc as well as got some medi for my poor throat...Tml will b gg sch as usual lor n oso tml mus go collect the pics i went to develop awhile more i gonna go slp le...tired...missing my hubby so much...love him alot too
xmas is round the corner n now im still thinking hw to spend it cos i will b hving short brk from 20 dec till the 4th or 6 jan nxt yr....so this period of time i will spend them wisely but i think most of the time i will b wif hubby bah...but still i will mugged on my sch work...N not forgetting im counting down to our 1st yr anniversary...hmmm...will i receive anything on our 1st yr...i oso dunno....i jus want my bouquet of blue roses

Saturday, December 01, 2007





today marks the 11mths for usn it will b 1yr in a mth time.Time realli passes veri fast.thoug quarrels do occur at times but love still remained n 1 thing i noe for sure is tat i cant afford to lose u n tats for sure cos u r my everything...

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

entry especially for my hubby

Typing this entry jus for my hubby:

We hv been tgt for ard 10mths gg 11 mths,im so glad tat i hv u wif mi by my side all the time.But everything seems to change now,ever since the big quarrel at marina sq,ur attitude towards mi change n this is how i feel.I told u abt it but u say im thinking too much.Mayb it is.But how can i dun think when everything starts to change.Im so afraid of losing you ever since tat quarrel.I know i always quarrel wif you over the smallest matter,but this show tat i realli care for u n oso u meant alot to mi.If i dun love you or jus b wif u jus for the sake of being tgt,do u you i would b so concern.I dun think so i will.After tat quarrel,i realise i realli love u alot tat i cant afford to lose.But wat abt you? R u feeling the same? U hv stop to sweet-talk mi after tat quarrel which make mi feel sad and not used to it.I wish we can b back to the same,more concern n care from u,alil sweet-talk from u to make mi feel better.I wish everything can turn back to the past where we dun hv any quarrels.I dun wish to hv any quarrels wif you anymore,i jus wan back a happy us.I noe most of the time is was mi who started the quarrel n saying tat i wan brk during our quarrel but i dun mean it.Now,I dunno if u still love mi cos at times i wld think tat ur love for mi might jus fade off like tat cos im always quarrelling wif u resulted tat both of us are hurt.I noe u are trying to give in to mi at times but i always make things difficult for u.Las week during the quarrel, u said tat i cant bear to change my number n now im going to take the veri first step to do it.I wan u to feel secure but wat hv u done u make mi feel secure? if i gonna change my number jus to make u feel secure,will u do the same jus to make mi feel secure?
To me u r my world u r my hubby.But hw much u meant to u when u said tat im ur wife. will i gonna be ur everything from now on? I wan us to b happy after this very quarrel.Im sure im gonna make the veri first move to show u tat i can sacrifice jus for u n this r/s to make u secure....

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

no tittle in mind

jus feel like blogging but dunno wat to blog...been feeling veri sleepy these days...wont b able to meet hubby these few days cos he busy wif work but still im missing him...hope he miss mi too...but u think he will de...few more days will b our 11mths n den 1 mth to our 1yr anni...happys

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Was home not long ago...day has been bad...Tears was shed.Quarrels was wat we had most of today...Its my fault again,if i hadnt been so sensitive towards certain things,the quarrel can b avoided...But no use to say now,its already over...Thou both of us are fine now but i realli can feel the distance between us now...Apologised have been made,i hv taken the 1st step but tears wld jus roll down my face whn i happen to think back...We left hurt and scar in each other n it cannot b erased,we can onli face it n learn from it...But still I can feel tat hubby attitute towards me is totally diff no longer i feel tat he the same old him...Seriously,Im not used to it but wat im afraid most is tat his feelings for mi is no longer there after so mani things happening over the few mths.I no longer feel secure and on the other hand i feel veri lost.I lost my directions while trying to find back the old 8...I wan the old him i dun wan the new u....But still no matter wat i hv said to hurt u today doesnt means anything cos im in a angry state.Love for u will always remain the same till the day u realli let go my hands....

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Hvn been blogging for almost a week.Been staying over at laogong's place on fri n sat,I love sleeping over at his place cos i got a human size bolster....Love the hugs he gives...Im veri dependent on him lah n i love being wif him....till here abt hubby...
Been going to sch as usual,but sometimes im late oso lah...Cant blame cos i woke up late....Tml will b learning waxing...Not realli excited abt it n dad will b back in few hrs time....

the pics below r hilarous. Orignally from xiaomeizi blog...


Thursday, November 15, 2007

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

here i am to blog....bascially i hv been veri veri busy these days due to sch,tons of homework,meeting hubby,out wif frens n all.Jus done wif revising for my test tml n so stress...mugging mugging n mugging....Finally i sold the ring which someone gave mi a yr ago n took the the money for some shopping at bugis street.I bought 3 dress, 1 t-shirt n there goes $130 on it....N today i spend another $58 on a tube dress,floral tube n a button blouse...Im so broke now....Tml gonna get $$$ frm mum first n most prolly get the ANATOMY & PHYSIOLOGY book n do some retail therapy again on clothes clothes clothes...

Dint get to see hubby for a few days le n im missing him everytime....I jus so love him...Now am counting down to our 1yr anni which is jus approximately 2mths away....Now i think back is actually quite funny oso...When i first started being tgt wif him,I tot i wont be him for more den 3mths due to his certain habits in the past which i get to noe(not mentioning it out) den mths after mths have passed,I realised i love him more n more n I noe im sinking deeper into the r/s.So i gave myself a chance to stay longer in the r/s n yes i did it n he prove mi wrong too...Thou he can bad-tempered at times but i noe deep down how much I matters to him is jus tat he dun show...(AM i right hubby ?). Loving him so much make mi hv the courage to carrying on n not giving up the r/s thou quarrels still occur but everything will b fine if both willing to give n take but nv take things for granted.I use to take things for granted till the day i realise wat i took for granted will make mi lose everything in 1 day....But no matter wat I will cherish wat i have now.Put back the thought of giving up n walk towards the future...I wanna see the future wif hubby....looking forward to it.....

hubby,no matter how the world change,how the ppl change ard us,my love towards is true n forever it wont change....I hope ur love for mi wont change too...I love u always


the banner i did ytd



I love this pic...isnt it sweet ?

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

the song i got addiced.....

双子星 - 光良



天上的星星数不清
最亮的是你
不管有多远我愿意
放弃一切寻找你
我不需要用时间为我证明
就可以肯定
你的快乐伤心我都能感应
我们就像双子星
我们面对面 挂在天边
在黑夜里连成一条线
你和我之间 只能相连
两颗心 有一样的信念
我们面对面 挂在天边
流星画出一条抛物线
我许的心愿 早已实现
就是我们永远陪伴在彼此身边
天上的星星数不清
最亮的是你
不管有多远我愿意
放弃一切寻找你
我不需要用时间为我证明
就可以肯定
你的快乐伤心我都能感应
我们就像双子星
我们面对面 挂在天边
在黑夜里连成一条线
你和我之间 只能相连
两颗心 有一样的信念
我们面对面 挂在天边
流星画出一条抛物线
我许的心愿 早已实现
就是我们永远陪伴在彼此身边
我们面对面 挂在天边
在黑夜里连成一条线
你和我之间 只能相连
两颗心 有一样的信念
我们面对面 挂在天边
流星画出一条抛物线
我许的心愿 早已实现
就是我们永远一起拥有每一天

Monday, November 12, 2007

pics taken on hubby's bday last wed....lazy to post out tats y i load it to slide.com

Thursday, November 08, 2007

hmm... ytd was a tiring day.. went out training driver whole day.. after work met my bros and lao po go boon keng eat steam boat.. got a cute lighter and a chocolate fudge cake from her..

after dinner, went over to hougang rest awhile drink abit den went home slp le..

shit.. i juz finish 2 cycles.. duno how many cycles left...


- Chris

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Today is the 7 nov which marks laogong bday and here he is older by a yr liao...Darling make more wishes so they will come true....I love darling lots...He noe i noe can liao....

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Went to sch as usual today wif an extra bags for putting the things needed for facial...Theory is stressing mi especially there are so mani things to rmb as in the terms of bones n all...But im trying my best to memorise them as much as i can so i wldnt hv a problem later on....Was feeling cold in class today as earlier on it was raining cats n dogs....Did carry an umbrella along but i din use it cos my hands are already full wif things,luckily the rain wasnt tat heavy till the extend i will b drenched chicken....Lesoon so far was fine for mi,homework are already almost done n is ready to submit...Tml will b doing manicure....fun fun fun...I miss my laogong alot n oso tml will b staying over at hubby hse...Thurs will b a PH which means no class....

Thursday, November 01, 2007

B4 i go to bed,I jus remb today is our 10 MTHS ANNI

HAPPY 10 MTHS ANNI TO HUBBY N ME

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Hubby:

Together for ard 9mths plus,its not tat long nor short.Having u wif mi all the time is a bliss,being wif u is the happiest.U filled up part of my life wif laughters,sadness,angryness n oso happiness....This is part and parcel of a r/s.Thxs fer being there whenever i needed you be is gd or bad,rain or shine.And oso thxs fer giving in to mi most of the time,tolerating my stubbornness,unreasonable attitude,nonsense,tanturm n oso my mood swing....Seeing u able to endure them,i feel tat as if i ill-treat u but i noe u are able to do it cos its tat u love mi...Seeing u trying to accomodate wif mi make mi smile n oso fulfilling my bday wish make mi feel tat im so blissed...Im so happy i've got u in my life,making mi a happy ger feeling so blissed n love by u...I will b the 1 hu will walk thru wif u in ur life no matter wat,trying to change my bad attitude cos of u,proving to u tat my love is always true be it now or future...Im sure we will b able to b everlasting....I love u owaes.....
our 1st pic


xiaoai:

Noe her since when i was 17 when i was still wif my ex....We wasnt tat close at tat time...we seldom tok as time passes slowly we gradually get closer,telling each other our happenings in life be it r/s or f/s.We help each other keep secrets....As time pass-by we enrol in the same course,studying tgt,meet up n headed sch tgt,shop tgt etc...Wif her i nv fail to bring a smile as well...I nv regretted being fren wif her...Hope the f/s stay n prolong always....stay blissful wif uncle wee....

Elynn:

My jiemei,know her when i was ard 17 or 18 cant realli rmb when....she my kaki,my jiemei n oso my listening ear....She knows mi the best,everything abt mi she knows it....She listen to my rantings when im done,comfort me when im sad etc.Thou nowadays we seldom meet up but we still often contact each other thru sms or call up to chat.Being wif her is always fun n crappy...We can both go crazy laughing at sth tgt non-stop....Alil crazy us...Ger u will always b my jiemei.no worry kaes....

Cheryl :

Another sista of mine...funny n crappy....Used to b my tattoo kaki n clubbing kaki. now no longer the tattoo siao le cos we stop tattoo-ing long time ago le...seldom club le cos both of us are tied down wif bf....Not tat bf restrict us ,jus tat both of us are busy wif our own stuffs but still we do contact each other,updating each other wif our life...She is always there to give mi advices when i always got problems....Not forgetting,she is oso my shopping kaki,cos both of us love labels....but Now seldom shop for labels cos we are saving up for the future of ours......Nv regretted hving her as a sista....2 thumbs up for us...

Done wif my dedications to my love ones,jus got the urge to blog out hw i feel abt my frens...I love them all...

Sunday, October 28, 2007

currently blogging at hubby hse n he's beside mi psp-ing...haha...Sch will b starting for mi tml,veri anticipated abt it...Weather is kinda coolingdue to the rain but its gd to slp on rainy weather...hehe...szhall stop here dunno wat else to blog le....

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

ARGH....I got a big pimple on my right cheeks lah....Im so sad lor....Long time no hv pimples le lor now suddenly got 1 how can i b able to take it...Think tml mus ask hubby izzit he pop 1 pimple le cos when he got pimple i oso tio 1 so tml die die die mus ask him....Now he in lala le.... I SO MISS HIM LAH.HOPE TML CAN SEE HIM...HE'S MY EVERYTHING







so mani days since i last blog...been rotting at home most of the time n meeting hubby at evening time....These few days hv been sticking wif hubby like superglue.I nv get bored seeing hubby everyday cos i love him...He's my everything...shall stop here n back to my mobby...

Saturday, October 20, 2007

sat is here

Sat is here , normally at this time i shld b at hubby hse but now im still at home....Shall go over later to pack his room cos he kpkb liao....look like im his maid...lolx....I miss hubby alot...im so bored...shall go prepare i go out..

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Sunday, October 14, 2007

got 3 fighting fishies ytd.. xD so happy.. now i got 3 new babies, 小蓝, 小红,and 小黑.. 小蓝 very ai sui, forever looking at her own reflection eat very little food.. 小红 very picky.. dry food duwan eat, flying ant drop into her tank she eat it up in 1 mouth... 小黑 best... got wad eat wad, eat till nth left..

see when free den call dear post up the pixs of my 三小宝..
xD

- Chris

Thursday, October 11, 2007

here to blog b4 i head to work....im sick since ytd....got sore throat in the morning ytd den in the late noon fever came too n when i reach home after my shower,flu came to visit mi too...3 visit in a day....how am i gonna take it...My body is getting weaker n i feel lethargic too...But i got so choice but to work,if i dun feel well later think i gonna ask CM let mi go off earli so i can visit the doc...i dunno y im sick suddenly n past few days im perfectly fine lor...haiz...dunno is hubby meeting mi today anot leh...haiz shag....today is last day for the skin care promo...den i can hv a gd rest....gotta go for work, blog again tonight

Wednesday, October 10, 2007



currently im so bored sleepy n tired....Abt to slp in awhile...work was fine but sales was bad as its kinda quiet today...not able to meet hubby today onli can meet him on wed onwards....intend to get ettusais ance range n oso black mask from kose...think i gonna spend a bomb dis fri...Tml will b going to bugis street during lunch time to get my sneakers tgt wif my sis n her frens prolly...i miss hubby every min sec n hr...I WAN HIM BACK FASTER....grrr

Monday, October 08, 2007

here to blog,later will b working in the noon at bugis BHG.work on friday was fine,nth much to say abt...Wrking wif kim,my long time no see fren was gd cos i wont b bored at least there someone there i knew long ago so there r things to chat abt...Sat & Sun was wif hubby as usual we had a small tiff but after tat everything was fine...Sat went dunno which pub to drink,i had martel but not much cos dun realli feel like drinking tat day...Sunday went dear place in the morning....slack till late evening went over to qiang hse as hubby want to get sth n after tat home sweet home....

Friday, October 05, 2007

hmmm

hmm will b wrking later at bugis bhg...so long since i last wrk....but overall still ok.....i realise it has been since so long i last club....i dun really fancy clubbing nowadays as hubby seldom club le so resulted i oso nv club so long he like it i follow him...

Thursday, October 04, 2007

woke up ard 9+ close to 10 cos ytd i slp damn earli.Den I had a nightmare last night which resulted mi calling hubby in the middle of the night sobbing to him....The nightmare is so so real.For quite sometime i had this similar nightmare which make mi feel so terrified of being at home alone...Im realli scare....

Had a tiff wif hubby jus not long ago...It make mi feel so sad n i teared when he shouted at mi over the phone.Duno y he flare so easily nowadays which make mi sometimes feel tat feelings r no longer as strong as before or mayb i shld give up everything instead of holding on making both so unhappy....I think i might slowly move my things home...I jus cldnt take it anymore....Hmmm...let see abt it....But on the other hand,I dun wish to let go jus like tat as there saying always says "once u let go,u can nv get back wat u let go." I jus dunno wat to do or wat can i do.I dun wanna live in regrets...I do admit i love him but yet i cant bring myself to hate him for shouting at mi...I actually love him more den anything/anyone else,having him wif mi im already contented much happier den having any other branded stuffs i use to get...Haiz i dunno wat i wanna do wif this r/s...Im full of contradiction...shall go bath n prepare now....

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

i so sad now....my rabbit died last night....I dnno wat causes it death but its so sudden...ih has been wif mi 4yrs le...now its gone...haiz

Monday, October 01, 2007

as promised im here to blog again....went to the doc in the morning got a new antibiotic eyedrops n lucky for mi its onli normal red eyes nth to do wif ma contacts and there goes my 25 bucks...Order mac b4 i reach home....den when the deli man is here,he knock on my door till so hard as if i owe him money lor...When i open the door he still can ask mi "eh u sleeping izzit,i knock so mani times nv come open door" i was so fed up i said tat i was feeding baby n oso my door bell is working perfectly fine k...He claim tat he pressed on the door bell yet no sound came from it so i show it to him n there, there is music lor....I think he din even press the door bell...so fucking pissed off lah...when i about to close the door sis came out from her n ask who izzit knocking on the door so hard...She can hear it in her room wif door close n morever she is slping somemore lor...Can u imagine how he knock my fucking door......

After eating, was playing wif my psp all the way till now...its so addictive lah...lol....anyway shall stop here...i miss my hubby so much....I cant imagine 1 day w/o meeting him....1 day onli already make mi miss him like hell imagime if its a few days i think i might go insane...lol
today is the 1st Oct which marks the 9th mth for us so fast in a blink of eye we already tgt for so long n now 3 mths more to go till 1st yr anni...I nv expect myself to change n sacrfices for him n nv thought tat we wld be tgt for so long as out temper clashes.... but still we overcome it thou we do hv fights n all once in awhile but see how bond so strong makes mi smile.shall continue my post later when i wake up

Thursday, September 27, 2007

so mani days since i last blog as there is nth for mi to blog abt....Past few days was quite ok wif hubby will Tues we started quarrelling oso n is the same old problem again...still the gan problem...y forever oso this problem...If she nv hv been in the presence i think i n hubby will b always loving n no wars n resulted in hurts.I realli dunno wtf hell y always her lah....make mi damn pissed off...I started to lost trust in him due to tat farking incident lah...Is not tat he did things bhind mi jus tat somethings actually make mi lose trust...He promised he will tell her if she did tat again so i gave him another chance n believe him...If tell le yet same thing continue i think i wll tell her...Not sure will it b nicely or nasty so it depends....I wish to stop all this farking quarrels...but i wont b the 1 gvin in cos fault dun lies on mi...Cos i already done wat i shld do say wat i shld say now everything onli lies on hubby....I hope he promised mi to tell her n i hope he will bt not end up disappointing mi...

i got eyes infection ytd n till now its still so red n pain...I already drip my antibiotic eye drop but its still not subsiding...poor mi....

Sunday, September 23, 2007

hmmm









These are the makeup done by mi ytd during portfolio...Ytd was kinda rush thou we were given 8hr but still not enuff lah...But i still finish it on time,lucky me....I got a bruise on my hand due to hitting the brush too hard cos i wan clear excess powder on the brush...My bruise is 2 tone is so obvious lor cos im fair lah den can see...Been addicted to the game in my psp....I love it....

Thursday, September 20, 2007


the makeup i did for exams

went to sch for exams in the noon wif hazel as she is my model...Was so nervous abt the theory as i tends to 4get things when i see qns papers everytime...Thus today same thing happen again but lucky i still rem quite abit.After theory proceed to prac which means hands on.Was nervous again as usual as i scare i wont make it in time.But still im lucky i did a full face makeup,was satisfied wif the eyebrows i drawn n the eyeshadow i did...Hazel told mi she saw my grades were in the range of 3 n 4 which means still not bad lah but as for theory still dunno yet so am waiting now...

Dad got me my psp ytd n im a happy ger now...figure out everything last nite n its so simple to use...Will b sharing my psp wif hubby...hehe...Dad say my bday pressie n the amt spent on my bday cost a bomb but no choice its a big day u see...lol...Since the day dad back from USA till now,he got us so mani things,andrew(sis bf) n hubby got so mani things not fogetting sis mum n mi got our share too as well...so happy oso cos i got 4 more Coach bag in my collection....lalala...Hubby told mi ytd he not used to receive so mani pressie as he seldoms receive so much gifts so from now on he mus get used to it cos daddy travels often....He got us mainly levis tops,timberland shoes and levis jeans and tops for the guys...sis n mi got our levis tops too...Now wardrobe will b getting too full which means time to clear them...lol...

Monday, September 17, 2007




tramp (rag n bone)

lesson quite fun today...learn special effects today as usual but this time round is adding beard n moustachen oso tramp...everything is fun fun fun...exams are in fun days time shall post up pics...

i find it funny everytime i see the 2 pics i posted above...damn funny when she doing all sort of actions to let us snap pic of her...I luff till i teared...see how serious can tat b...realli bth....But she is veri sporting....

went to did some shopping of stuffs for my upcoming portfolio which is on the coming Sat...Bought mainly fake lashes n nth much thou...Eyed on a halter top jus now n a shawl but din get it cos im cash tight...But i do love da top...shall decide n see if i shld get it...not forgetting i got a undies tat label fuck you...lol

P.S: i miss hubby lah tat gu niang...haiz

Sunday, September 16, 2007

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The long skirt i bought last week


Darling wearing the yoshi i got for him...lolx


Our perfect pic after so long

sleep over at darling hse for past 2 days...Having great time wif him.din realli went anywhere onli went to town ytd to get my silkygirl eyeliner for portfolio...After tat took mrt down to meet his frens slack n after tat went home...I love him so much....

Saturday, September 15, 2007

entry for fri


special effects - bald


special effects - fixing of chin n nose

bridal day- natural make up





fashion - candy colors

Reached home ard 2+ waited for hazel n her mum to arrive tolet mi practice the make up which im doing for portfolio...everything turn out fine...Went over huuby hse after tat...Den went out awhile wif hubby too...back home wash up n headed to lala wif hubby...