quite a bit of stuffs happened in my family this week bahz, shall not elaborate here.. but luckily i got my bibi beside me to keep my mind from going off track again.. >.< juz make me more and more in love with her.. ^^

den again, these few days the weather very windy and cold.. duno y also, maybe the world comming to an end le.. lolz


juz <3 my phy..


:3

Luther Vandross - I'd Rather

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the endo
f a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things,I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times to gether,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,than to have it easy apart (you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my hear
tI'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo... who holds my heart

Till The End

All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That 's holding me all night
I don 't know how I found you
I 'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true
To hold ,
to keep ,
to share
In my heart ,
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I 'll always be
with you untill the very end
In this world ,
there is no place I 'd rather be
You are my life ,
my soul ,
my girl
And through it all
I knowthat you 've come to see
that
You 're the one
till the end
All my friend around me
Say you 'd be gone too soon
Baby ,
I 'm gonna make them see
We 've found our wayback home
In my heart ,
I can no longerhold inside
All of the loveI used to hide
I 'll always be
with you untill the very end
In this world ,
there is no place
I 'd rather be
You are my life ,
my soul ,
my girl
And throughit all
I know that
you 've come to see that
You 're the one
till the end
We 'll always be
till the end

Believe it ?

Your past life diagnosis:
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Saudi Arabia around the year 1200. Your profession was that of a trainer or holder of fine animals, such as birds..

Your brief psychological profile in your past life:Revolutionary type. You inspired changes in any sphere - politics, business, religion, housekeeping. You could have been a leader.

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:Your lesson is to learn humility and faith in spiritual principles. You should believe in higher reasons.

http://thebigview.com/

i wearing bi's specs...do i look like a bookworm?? I hv decided to get another specs cos kinda sian of wearing contact lens le n oso wear too much contact lens is not realli gd for the eyes n oso i need my specs as spare incase i got eyes infection...lol

wednesday: dear came up to my house to do abit of area cleaning while i was working.. so touched.. >.< then after work met her at chinatown cuz ed wan buy new hp..
after that we went to hougang for dinner with kev and qiang.. then went up to qiang house piak mahjong before leaving for home at midnite..
*tiredz*

today: bi came up my house again while i was working to continue cleaning my room, but somehow her key cant open the lock.. and had to wait for my bro to come home from school..
and i was suppose to take half day leave to visit mom in hospital, but ended up falling asleep.. =x

hmm.. uncle zhuo looking for me already... -.-
nitez all..

woke up at 6am cos giving bi morning call,den when back to slp till ard 8am cos im so damn hungry.Was craving for Mac big breakfast so ask dad to help mi buy back but he scare late for work so he asked mum to prepare breakfast n indeed mum was late for work instead of dad..lolx...Eating n gaming at the same time,this is a habit of mine...After breakfast rest awhile b4 i lie down on my bed n nap my way till 10am,woke up n prepare to go off to bi hse to spring clean his room...Left my hse ard 12,went to mall 1st to get some tibits from NTUC n end up i spend ard $20 jus at NTUC den walk ard n oso bought my eyebrow shaver cos mine was blunt already..lol...Cabbed to bi 's hse from Century Sq,thou its near but im carrying too mani things so take cab...Spring cleaning ended ard 3pm, so i start gaming using bi's pc...lolz....ard 4+ went out le...tats all for today...wait for bi to blog tml...nite

No Secrets - I'll Remember You

It has been so long
Since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
Hoping they will never change
Cuz what we had
Can't be replaced
Don't let our memories fade away
Keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
I can do almost anything
Stood there by me
Through the tears
Through everything
I'll remember you
And baby that's forever true
You're the one I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like thisI
'll be there for you
No matter what you're goin' through
In my heart you'll always be
Forever baby
I'll remember you
I'll promise you I won't forget
The times we shared
The tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back
To meet again someday
Even though we go separate ways
You made me believe
That I could do almost anything
You stood right by me
Through the tears through everything
I'll remember you
And baby that's forever true
You're the one I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you
No matter what you're goin' through
In my heart you'll always be
Forever baby
I'll remember you
If the day should come
When you need someone
You know that I'll follow
I will be there
Don't ever let there be a doubt
In your mind
Cuz I'll remember you
YouI'll remember you
And baby that's forever true
You're the one I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you
No matter what you're goin' through
In my heart you'll always be
Forever baby
I'll remember you
Forever baby
I'll remember you

woke up ard 8 in the morning today.But lie on my bed till ard 9 plus,woke up n hv breakfast.Thou i dun feel like eating but i still eat jus incase my gastric pain releapse lor...Cos ytd already releapse once.So gaming n msn-ing since the moment i woke up till now lor..Everyday oso same routine de.Missing bi so much.Love him alot too tat nthcan describe.So bored right now...think i shall go nap again...Im LACK OF SLP...dark eyes circles coming back...lolx

*yawnzzz*

wasted whole afternoon @ tamp ikea walking ard like zombie, then went over to fisherman village to drink beer and fish the evening away.. looks like my tiu getting more and more uncle le.. >.<

had dinner @ fisherman too, then went to winsor hotel pak billard.. reached home about 11pm..

sianz.. tml got to work again.. haiz... T_T

- Chris

pics for 17/01/07

suppose to wake bi up at 6.15 am but little piggy me oversleep.When i woke up it's already close to 7am liao.god damn it...I always oversleep de...Sleep back again till ard 8.30am,woke up n sit infront my pc..daily routine of mine.Waited till ard 10am,grandparents came my hse wif my breakfast for today n tml.Let them tried the agar agar I made,grandpa says its not bad...So is this a gd comments or.... Later will be meeting bi n oso b passing him the agar agar that I made specially for him..stop here le might continue tonight...ciao ciao

so touched today.. bi stayed up whole night juz to wake me up in the morning.. heart kinda pain, but with a sweetness which i cant describe.. best of all, she spent the whole day making agar agar for me.. cant wait for tml to try out her special lychee agar agar.. xD

k la.. eyes half closing le.. meeting bi in lala land under our little rong su.. heh

-baitu

woke up ard 9am but b4 tat i woke up once to wake bi up cos scare he oversleep.But,I din get a wink the whole of last night cos I oso scare I might oversleep n forget to wake bi up. Sit infront of my PC till ard 1plus,den go n make agar agar jelly for bi cos he like.This is the 1st time I make agar agar jelly, its simple though but took mi quite sometime to make it.But hope it turn out nice. Jus edited pics out of boredom so i shall upload later.Time for a short nap..ciao

-baitu

blogging for ytd

edited this pic when i was so so free ytd noon.

ps : my bf is oso using my blog to blog as well...so more entertainmet...hehe...

sign off : baitu

16/o1/o7

(Chris)
lousy start of the day for me.. 1st, i woke up late.. then, i only realised that i forgot to wear belt only after i boarded the bus.. worst of all, i accidently knocked against a table edge.. now i got a perm wall paper on my front lcd screen for my 6131.. T_T poor ru woke up with slight fever in the morning too.. =(

met ru after work, went to east point explore and shopped abit before her dad fetch us back home.. had dinner @ her house, spammed her testi box, then went on doing my work.. poor me.. doing work stuffs even after office hours.. T_T

came back home ard 11+, now my pillow is seducing me again..
i.. cant... keeeppp..... myyyy.... eyeeesssss..... openn..............................

*knocked out*

^^Y

hmm.. looks like its been some time since my boh updated her blog, so i shall add something in for her..

its been 2 weeks already since we both are together.. and so far so good, everything seems to be juz right for both of us. =) and since i work from monday to friday, the only time when we can actually spend the whole day together would be the weekends..

somehow on friday i decided to be hardworking and went over to lao po de place and cleaned up her room. 2 big bags of rubbish cleared from juz 1 side of the room.. *faints*
had our dinner at centuary, bought myself a new watch, went to ntuc buy lao po's mom de mee siam paste and chilli brand bee hun, then went back to lao po de house..

saturday: bi came up my house in the afternoon, watched vcd, then went to bugis for dinner, and ended up @ wisma for a lil failed shopping trip.. poor bi never got the size she wanted for the 2 pairs of heels.. =Xx
after that, we went to hougang to meet my bros for a lil drinking session.. had quite a bit of beer, and lots of laughter.. reached home about 5am in the morning.. thats the routine of an ah pek anyway.. =Xx

sunday: went to town, found a death note, wasted some time on billard, had dinner @ the food court, then went to hougang to slack.. now we know, kev juz love to bite condoms before putting it on.. anyone else with the same hobby? juz look for him.. he would be more then willing to bite condoms with you under the moon on top of a mountain.. oops
we left hougang before midnite since i have to work again tml. *sigh* thats life.. same old routine.. work, eat, slp, work, eat, slp.. office job is getting kinda boring for me..

ok dats all for the summary of this weekend's happenings, my pillow going to pull my ear soon..

- Chris

ps: lao po, i still remember our mee siam paste bet.. =Xx





(yeps this is me and Ruru. im juz another ordinary ugly guy.)

Good morning,woke up ard 8am plus.kinda upset cos i 4get to wake bi up...sad n I cause him to take urgent leave.haiz...later bi will b coming over my hse helping mi to pack room...can see him again le...Love him alot neh...

So long since i last blog.Everyday the same routine for mi,slack at home edit pics,eat,slp,eat,slp nia.So lifeless lor.Today is the 11th day of the month le so fast sia.Today work up kinda earli cos weather too cold i cant slp n oso give bi a morning call at 6.20am.Den lie back to slp till 7plus i wake up le..so sian now...I wan more moolahs,How i wish my sub card faster come sia...den i can do some shopping le...shall stop here...wanna edit pics le...ciao ciao..

let love lead the way - spice girls

What makes this world go round
Will the answer let her down
She is so sweet and young
And her life has just begun

What does her future hold
That's a story left unknown
Will she make it through her days
Let our love lead the way

Part of me laughs, (oooh) part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why (question why)
Why is there joy, why is there pain
Why is there sunshine then the rain (one day)
One day you're here, next you are gone (you are gone)
No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith and let love lead the way

Everything will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way

Sitting there all alone
In the window of her room
Watching the world go by
Brings tears to her eyes

All she sees is hurt and pain
And she wants to break the chains
She'll keep pressing everyday
And she'll find her own sweet way

Part of me laughs (me laughs then)
Part of me cries (I cry)
Part of me wants to question why (wants to question why)
Why is there joy
Why is there pain (so much pain)
Why is there sunshine then the rain (sunshine then the rain)
One day you're here (you're here)
Next you are gone (you're gone)
No matter what we must go on (I will go on)
Just keep the faith and (keep your faith)
Let love lead the way (I know, I know, I know, oh-oh)

You can be all that
And still can be who you are
You've gotta know for sure
That it isn't make believe

You may feel weak
But you are strong
Don't you give up, girl

If you keep holding on
You'll never be wrong
Just close your eyes
Cause it lies deep in your heart, yeah

Part of me laughs
Part of me cries (I cry)
Part of me wants to question why (I do, I do)
Why is there joy (yeah, oh)
Why is there pain (why is it)
Why is there sunshine then the rain(why is there sunshine then the rain)
One day you're here (you're here)
Next you are gone (oh gone)
No matter what we must go on (we must keep the faith)
Just keep the faith and
Let love lead the way (love lead the way)
Everything will work out fine

woke up ard 7plus in the morning den relac till 8plus,called n woke dear up asking him if he going to the doc n so he say he going.Suppose to meet him at 9 at the bus-stop but 9am i still at home so ask him go clinic 1st while i took a cab.Den acc dear to wait for the Q n the damn farking air-con at polyclinic is kan cold lor...Both of us shiver...lol...Den ard 11 plus walk to tampines mall cos dear wan buy things so ok walk over.Got his things le den took bus to dear hse den nap awhile cos both oso slpy...Den woke up take lunch,ate the rice bi's mum pack for us but I cant finish mine so poor bi got the finish the other half of mine.N now he's official my dustbin n my beloved...Love him so much can,nth to descrirbe how much I love him n how much he meant to me so I shall let time prove to him..Anyway thxs bi for creating another email for mi...love bi lots

ytd went to meet bi at his hse cos i finish preparing le.Suppose to go town but end up go hospital visit his frens.Anyway its ok wif mi de.hmm..so much laughters cos bi frens all veri funny de...laugh till bth..haha...After tat went Serangoon area to have dinner,din ate quite alot mayb cos im not so hungry bah...After tat went to Orange till 1+ den cab home wif dear n his frens...tat all nth to blog le...miss bi

just woke up not long ago,slept kinda earli last nite cos bi ask mi to slp so ok lor.Ytd help bi edit his frenster layout n oso helped joyce wif hers cos im so damn bored.So i did bi's layout by jus using 10mins n same for joyce de as well cos I got hang of it for the new css.Den msn bi asking him to see the frenster layout i did for him n see if any changes he wanna make..Wonder is he surprise anot lor...but nvm i got the heart to edit for him w/o him asking mi to do so..hehe...shall go eat n rest awhile b4 i meet bi in the late noon...

Jus reach home not long ago.Meet up wif ah ger for tattooing.I was sort of late by abit but we reach EZ tattoo earlier den our appt time.So use the time to eat n slack while i choose my design for my ankle...I swear tattooing ankle is more painful den lower back,this is 1st time i say pain when i tattoo so mus buy 4D sure strike de...lol..shall stop here

good morning,jus woke up not long ago...ytd slp ard 12plus cos he ask mi to slp...so ok lor anyway i oso tired.Ytd out at Bugis i saw RJ,din reali noe till my mei Elynn told mi den talk awhile lor...nth to blog much oso...tonight meeting bi for dinner..lol...pics of ytd will uploaded.