Long time since i last blogged.Mani things happen months ago...2 months hv passed,u requested to end our 1yr 4mths r/s.I noe all these while been hard on u to tolerate mi,giving mi chances to change when i dun even noe u were already hinting mi.Blame mi for my unawareness but i can say is tat when everything happen,it takes 2 hands to clap so u hv fault too.2 mths without u is equal to a torture in life,I still cant get used to it n from wat i see now,U are used to life without mi? I dunno,I cannot confirm tat u r or shld i say i dunno wat u been thinking abt these mths.Are u realli so happy wif life now? Deep in ur heart is there regrets? Been drinking most of ur time away? I bet u all do so...I noe I hv no right to say abt anything u are doing now.But I do hope,u still concern abt ur own health as u shld know ur condition. Deep in my heart, I still hope we can get back tgt once again cos i still lov u alot like how i does in the past.I always find fault wif u over small matters is because u meant alot to mi n its because I love u too much till the extent tat i wan u to b mine alone.I noe this is selfish but i cant help it.I dunno how or wat i shld do beside keeping myself busy wif stuffs.
P.S: I still long for u; I still need u;I still love u like i always do.

Back to today,Im running a temperature when I was at work today so i requested for a half day so i can visit the doc.Im oso down wif flu,cough n oso slight throat inflammation.Now i think back,when im sick u are always there for mi to feed mi wif my medication,took care of me,make sure i eat n rest well but NOW all gone...Can they ever come back to mi? And oso will U come back ??? This time im terribly hurt.Give mi another chance n come back to mi,i will definately change for the better,trust mi.I need you to b wif mi cos u're my support strength n pillar,without u i will collapse anytime....I need no-one;I need nothing;BUT JUS U,MR LIU SIWEI....

Kind and Gentle quiz

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

dunno which quiz oso...

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

cant remb which quiz i did

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

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Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

gathering

nth much to blog jus to post up some pics will do

keep fingers crossed

went interview today at one of the big confectionery company.Everything went smoothly and I hope i get the job..Shall unrevealed the company name till i got the job...hehe