About to go work but b4 tat do a short entry..last night had a quarrel wif bi n it was mi hu started everything.I lost trust in almost everyone except myself.I dunno wat wrong wif mi nowadays,moodswing is getting veri frequent,temper has been from bad to worse n same goes to my attitude problem.I feel veri guilty when i keep arrow at bi for nth.haiz.so sad...Im so so so afraid to lose him.I cant acc him as much as b4 thus i tends to b afraid.I wish to stop all quarrels.I dun wan end up losing den realised how impt is he to mi nor knowing how to treasure till den...