Im not happy at all.Its not bcos hubby din treat mi well but infact he treat mi the best...But this hv keep poundering in my mind for quite sometime n now i finally hv the thoughts of saying it out but dunno how to start or ask hubby...Im afraid tat when i start asking,war between us might start again.I dun wish this happen,I HAD ENOUGH of cold war.The feeling aint nice as well...But how shld i not think while im trying to slp.Everytime when i close my eyes the same old thing appear.Tears always rolled down just like tat.

I hate my hubby keeping secret from me yet other noe abt it but not me...Have i start to bcome someone transparent infront of u??? i realli hate this feeling.Couples shldnt hv secret between each other but yet u hv secret tat u din let mi noe...Is the secret so impt till the extend u realli cant let mi noe but yet on the other hand other noe abt it...I realli feel kind of unfair towards mi...Everytime whenever i hv sth i oso share wif u but y cant u...I jus wanna know abt it,be it bad or gd, i jus wish u could share everything wif mi....haiz...this feeling u gave me tends to make mi hate u right at this moment....