PICS FOR SATURDAY

work was fine ytd but veri veri drained out cos was standing 8hrs straight n i dun even hv time to take a sit lor.was serving customer all the way...N sales was not bad cos i made $385.62 at the end of the day..but sad to say i was short of 300++ to hit my personal target of $700...But nvm,shall work hard today...Ytd waited for bi at Yishun for 1hr+ cos his course finished late but i waited w/o any complaints n this is the 1st time i waited for so long w/o complaint cos it wasnt his choice to finish so late.Bi cabbed down to yishun to fetch mi oso den took the same cab back to bi place as well...Dinner at bi hse n rot till ard 11+ i left for home...Reach home bath n relac awhile den off to bed...shall go prepare now if not im late

so sianz.. monday going on tpt sup course for 1 wk.. now can only post out on 9 apr.. =(

cant wait to get out of cpc.. T_T


eyes so pain now.. shall blog some other time..

- Chris

Im so depressed realli depressed...I dunno wat to do or wat can i do..Somehow i feel so lost.Feelings of losing hubby is so strong n near..Seriously,I feel so down cos i dunno wat causes this to happen to mi..I feel like crying or shall i say i have been a crybaby most of the time recently.Eyes are swollen and small now...I suppose hubby dunno how i feel deep inside my heart either do i noe how he feel too...But Im willing to change for the better jus for him.Im trying my veri best already but somethings was wif mi by nature so trying to change isnt an overnight thing.So no matter wat i will try my veri best..Hope bi will understand...
I wish bi feelings for mi wont start to fade cos to me he's my everything n he means the world to mi.Days w/o him is so miserable cos i cant get to see him so often n worse still when i am abt to start working,i will hv less time for him n we hv got less time to meet.Bi work from mon-fri onli whereas i got to work from mon-sun and off in bewtween the week..I jus hate the working schedule like this.I hate the feeling of missing someone hu is so near yet so far...HOw I WISH WE ARE MARRIED N LIVE TGT UNDER 1 ROOF so i will b able to see him regardless of the time n tight working schedules.Frankly speaking,seeing him everyday wont make mi get bored of it but make mi love him more n more each day....
SO if some1 were to ask mi wats my greatest wish tis yr,I wld reply : "MY GREATEST WISH THIS YR IS TAT WE ARE MARRIED AND LIVED TGT UNDER 1 ROOF SO TAT I CAN SEE HIM EVERYDAY N NO MATTER WAT"....
i realli love him n i realli do,no matter wat im willing to sacrifice jus for him n its onli him..
time for bed...ciaociao

my eyes so pain.. x.x
so miss dear dear..

slping early tonite..

- Chris

woke up ard 8.30am but nua on my cosy bed till ard 9.30 den got up...turn on my pc n saw my avg doing scan n it make my pc lag like hell...ytd wasnt realli a gd day thou cos somehow i feel insecure wif bi...I tends to keep everything to myself as i got use to doing tat..Realli i feel so insecure in some ways...hubby din do anything wrong or watsoever yet i feel insecure...I dunno wat wrong wif mi...I dun wish to noe either...somehow someday i might noe or might not...jus dun wish to think...I HOPE I WILL GET BACK TO MY USUAL SELF CARRYING A SMILE ON MY FACE...

I dun wish to work but no choice i still hv to cos no work equals to no money n no money n it means no shopping for mi..I miss my shopping days getting wat i wan so easily...Yes,I admit i go for luxury brands but somehow i get sick of the things i bought from boutique soon...But still I wanna get them..I mus cut down of spending too much $$ on luxury brands...But somehow this yr will b different cos I wanna get a big pressie for myself on my bday or b4 my bday cos GST WILL B INCREASED TO 7% so mus but the things i wan from BOUTIQUE BEFORE PRICES INCREASE...

WISHLIST

Small heart pendant,white gold


Louis Vuitton Papillon 30


SHU UEMURA MASCARA LENGTH & WATERPROOF,JET BLACk


SHU UEMURA PRECISE VOLUME MASCARA WATERPROOF,BLACK


Return to Tiffany™ collection heart tag bracelet. Sterling silver

GET MARRIED YOUNG !!!! whaha
ETERNITY WIF BI !!!(priceless) dunno can anot =p

woke up ard 4.30am in the morning cos i fall aslp last nite w/o air con on n woke up to switch on fan den realise my nose stud missing again.Had a hard time retriving them but cldnt find so gave up nm waited time till 6am gave hubby morning call n back to lie down on ma bed n nua...den receive hubby sms so acc him sms awhile den nua all the way to 8 plus woke up n turn on my pc n start surfing till now.Had tang yuan for breakfast at ard 10 plus but it started make mi hving a feeling tat i wanted to vomit cos i din realli like tang yuan wif fillings in it but no choice i still ate it cos at that time im already having gastric pain le..
im missing hubby right from the moment he left my hse ytd till now n still missing still...How i wish we are married so can live tgt n i wont b feeling so miserable le...sob...shall go n bath n prepare n meet hubby at simei mrt...ciao ciao

so sianz.. in office nearly ki dai ji today.. imagine being pissed off enuff le, still got ppl try to be funny with you..
nvmz now also cool down le, dun feel like talking about it le..

anyway tired now le.. shall stop here for now..

- Chris

NNBPCB...MOOD DAMN SUX NOW...EARLY MORNING TIO KAN...F*CK...JUS COS OF TAT I HV BEEN GOING HOME LATE I GOT SCOLDED...NNB...HE SAY I TREAT MY HOME AS A HOTEL N SO WHAT IF I TREAT MY HOME AS A HOTEL U DUN BLOODY HV THE RITE TO SCOLD MI...MORE SCOLDINGS MEANS THE I WILL START GOING HOME LATE...I DUN BOTHER TO GIVE A DAMN ALREADY...NOT HAPPY STILL,FINE I GONNA PACK MY THINGS N LEAVE 1 OF THESE DAYS...I DUN NEED U ANYMORE LIKE HOW I USED TO TO IN THE PAST...I DUN BLOODY OWE U A FUCKING LIFE...

Gonna start work on 26 march all the way till 1st april at Westmall doing Loreal atrium.Its so damn bloody far lor...think i gonna work n work n wont b having time for dear le...how sad can tat be n it oso means less nitelife for mi??? I dun feel like working but i still got to work for the futur...nnb....I HVING DAMN BLOODY FUCKING SERIOUS MOOD SWING RIGHT NOW AT THIS MOMENT...I GONNA BATH N GET MYSELF OUT OF THE HSE...I SWEAR I WONT B TALKING MUCH TO TAT IDIOT....I JUS HATE IT WHEN I GOT SCOLDED IN THE DAMN BLOODY MORNING...CANT U TALK IN A PROPER POLITE TONE N MAYB I STILL CAN CONSIDER ABT NOT GOING OUT TODAY...BUT DAMN U JUS RUIN MY DAY JUS LIKE TAT

PICS TAKEN ON FRI B4 I WENT OUT

PICS FOR 4 March 07